The Djao'Mor'Terra Collective (fayanora) wrote,
The Djao'Mor'Terra Collective

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*Cue Lurch's groan*

It was easy, with the massive stress relief caused by getting an income finally (I got disability benefits!), to think I'd made some huge progress healing. But just because I'm not drowning anymore doesn't mean I'm not still struggling. But now I have real proof I'm still depressed. Second day in a row I've overslept because of what I call "Dream addiction." (Being aware and awake enough to know I should wake up, being asleep enough to keep dreaming anyway.) Then when I finally woke up, I stayed in bed for maybe half an hour with "inertia," IE not wanting to do anything at all, even getting up, even though I was fully awake.

It doesn't help that the headache from last night is still hanging around (albeit almost gone) despite pain relievers every 4 to 6 hours.
Tags: body issues, depression, issues, ugh
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