The Djao'Mor'Terra Collective (fayanora) wrote,
The Djao'Mor'Terra Collective

Tolerance for Humanity

The other day, I got a letter from the bank in Atlantic that I had overdrawn. They were charging me $20.00 on top of that for a fine. Which is completely insane! If I could fucking afford the $20 fine, I wouldn't have fucking overdrawn! So then I went to PayPal to try to use the account in Creston to pay for the one in Atlantic (so I can keep making car payments), and I overdrew from THAT ONE. Worst of all, the goddamn fucking cocksucking bank closes at THREE, which is when I get off! It takes between 30 and 45 minutes just to get back to Creston, so I can't cash any of my savings bonds to replenish my depleted funds before they fine me for overdrawing. Unless I go to the bank quickly tomorrow in the morning. Still, it's frustrating.

In my last paycheck, after the expenses for the uniform tops and my badge were taken out, I got paid a grand total of $25. I just barely made more money in tips this week, and a lot of my tip money I use to pay gasoline for the commute. If it weren't for the occasional really busy days (lots of tips) and double shifts, I would barely be breaking even.

I've determined that it is not my hope for humanity that I struggle to have, because where there's life there's hope... it is actually my tolerance for this species that has now completely drained. I feel like Garak on that episode of Star Trek: Deep Space Nine. The temperature is never right, the society is frustrating on so many levels, I never feel like I fit in, the people at Dell are a bunch of greedy cheats (I pay and pay and pay and the amount I owe never goes down, plus they sometimes charge me for things I didn't purchase) and it feels like I'm being tortured. I WANT OUT OF THIS SOCIETY!

When I leave this planet, I am never coming back. Two lifetimes here have been enough to scar me for the rest of my afterlife.

Chaotic Blessings;
Tags: annoying stuff, bullshit, money, rants, why people suck
  • Post a new comment


    Anonymous comments are disabled in this journal

    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded