June 5th, 2019

mourning

Old habits die hard

Heard a lot of people noise outside just now. Got curious and afraid because at my old place, people being noisy outside always meant either someone was having some kind of mental problem like talking to people who weren't there, or people were fighting. Either way, it was a good idea to check to see if there was a threat, like someone with a gun.

I didn't see anything when I looked out the window, but I realized the sound was people laughing. I was so unused to people just being normal and sane and nice as opposed to crazy and violent that it took me a couple minutes to realize that and calm down.

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