January 14th, 2013

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Spirits or hallucinations

So, occasionally I get woken up by disembodied voices. I used to dismiss them as hallucinations. Now I'm wondering if they're spirits, after talking with Lilla about it. The ability to see and communicate with spirits *does* run in the family, after all. My aunt Myrla and my younger sister Tara both have that gift.

Usually, the voices happen once, then don't happen for another several months. But not this time around. I was woken on Sunday by an adult male voice shouting something. The voice was so loud that I woke up in a panic, convinced that someone had broken in and was in the room with me. I know what voices sound like when they're coming from other apartments, or from outside the window, and even someone screaming at the top of their lungs from outside the apartment could not have been that loud or clear.
The voice said something, but I don't remember what.

Then this morning, I was woken up by another loud voice in the room, but not a shouting voice; this voice was a little girl saying something like "Won't you please help me?"

This makes an unusual case, the second time in two days that these disembodied voices have woken me up.

This was cross-posted from http://fayanora.dreamwidth.org/1128189.html
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