Add in a strange sleep cycle that is hard to predict, and there are times when I’m up so late that I’d only get like, 3 hours sleep before meeting with her, which just isn’t enough, and by the time I realize I’m not going to be able to meet with her for that reason, it’s already the next day. And the tiredness addles my ability to think clearly, so I often end up shutting down the computer before realizing to send her a FB message about it. And even if I did, she wouldn’t get it herself until too late anyway because she’s a day sleeper herself as well.
Then add in the heat wave we’ve been having lately, and any spoons I may have had tend to go towards just getting through the day without melting.
So yeah, I keep telling her I can’t predict ahead of time whether I’ll have the spoons to go meet her or not, but she just doesn’t seem to get it.
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