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Psychic noise

I can't believe it took this long, but yesterday [personal profile] svaenohr finally made me realize something that I should have realized a long time ago. He was complaining about, among other things, psychic noise. I thought some more about that, about how I'm telempathic, and I realized that I don't shield against emotions well enough, if at all. So naturally, the emocean washing over me from other people is overwhelming.

I decided to test it out, since I was feeling overwhelmed on the bus home. I called upon Shao-Kehn's Chaos Fire and cast a sphere of Chaos Fire around myself, solidifying it into a solid red-orange sphere that burned any emotions from outside when they struck it. I could see the foreign emotions burning up when they hit it, hear them sizzle and pop, and knew it would work. And sure enough, it did. I felt MUCH better after that.

When I got home, I reinforced my usual ward around my apartment, changing it from a firey circle to a sphere of fire. I feel a lot better.

In fact, I wonder if letting my wards lapse was what caused that several-day headache that refused to go away until today. IE, that psychic noise was doing it.

This was cross-posted from http://fayanora.dreamwidth.org/1109937.html
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Aug. 18th, 2012 02:04 am (UTC)
I'm chaos based
I'm chaos based as far as being an entity goes... order will actually drain me.

Odd since I tend to veer towards Lawful Evil (at least on the outside... I think it is my Discordian side understand how to draw the most to my Chaos side).

With all the psychic noise, my usual solution is to surf it... playing empathic parkour--like a kayak on the mental turbulence. I find it has me lasting longer than the people trying to plain shield it. Not that I never biff out doing that however...

Now the odd part is: I do not show up empathetically or telepathically. People react like they are looking at a dead body when dealing with me. I tend to silence my own aura like how a cat would enough that it kind of enters "permanent silence"... unless I make a note to have my aura appear.

Usually I do not have my aura appear--as it is filled with succubus and vampiric elements, that tends to turn most to be my thrall just by even observing it. People who have seen it will never say I am evil... but that is because they are not capable of it.

So yeah... I'm a bit odd in this area.
Aug. 18th, 2012 02:17 am (UTC)
Re: I'm chaos based
Well... that explains a few things. But now I have more questions...
Aug. 18th, 2012 03:42 am (UTC)
Re: I'm chaos based
That usually is the result of any of my explanations.

What other questions?
Aug. 18th, 2012 06:45 am (UTC)

I like that word, “emocean.”

Aug. 18th, 2012 07:35 am (UTC)
I coined it years ago, in the title of a story, and it's just so fun to use.
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