mourning

Record

A dream I had last night managed somehow to combine the following themes:

1. Moving into a new house.
2. Getting lost at school because I don't know where any of the classes are.
3. Someone might have stolen something sensitive from me and now I'm freaking out trying to figure out if I'm being paranoid or not.
4. The lights in this room while I'm trying to find something are not bright enough to see by.
5. School field trip or something.

Oh, and on top of that, a bully had a musical number where she was singing to me about what she'd do to this other girl, and numbers 1 - 4 happened because I went looking for the girl to warn her. Which was my only success in the dream.

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mourning

God fuck it.

On a YouTube video, a clip from House M.D., was this synopsis:

House discovers his patient, a teenage super model, has cancer but not in an area she would expect. House finds that she was birthed as male but is immune to testosterone, giving her heightened female traits. However this doesn't seem to sit well with this patient.

My response: Ah yes, Complete Androgen Insensitivity Syndrome. Writers of the synopsis need to be slapped. People with CAIS may have XY chromosomes, but they are no more male than an XX woman is. That's not some woke millennial point of view, that's the medical view. All humans start out as female in the womb, regardless of their chromosomes. Most XY people then produce testosterone and become male. In CAIS patients, that doesn't happen. Some people with CAIS can even get pregnant. So saying she was "born as male" is 100% wrong. If your instructions for a kit tell you to build a book shelf but you use the kit to build a dresser, you cannot rightly call the dresser a book shelf.

And anyway, in the video they talk about her ovaries. If she were a man, in the way they mean, she wouldn't have ovaries. I mean yeah, in the video they say she has testicles as well, but that just means she’s intersex. Still a form of androgen insensitivity. She's still a woman.

Multiple times in the clip, House misgenders her, calls her a man, and uses very TERFy fake medical terms to describe her condition. And for that, the writers need to be punched in the face.

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mourning

Subject

Wanting to have some black characters, but not feeling comfortable as a white person writing about African American culture because I'm white, I don't know enough about African American culture, and I know my limitations, I got around that for the Ravenstones by making sure none of them are African American, despite being black people who live in the US. Dalia is half black and half Navajo (Nizoni is her biological father, despite being a trans woman); her black mother, Morgana, was born in the US but then her mom moved her to Mexico in her infancy, where she lived until she was 12. At 12, Morgana's mom moved them to the Eastern US so Morgana could go to the same school of witchcraft that her mom went to.

Orpheus Ravenstone is black but was born in Canada, and his family were upper middle class, his father being a teacher. He's probably also autistic (though it hasn't been made canon yet) and struggled to make friends as a kid. Went to a school where he was one of the few black people there.

Dalia's younger sibling Chooli, despite having the same biological parents as Dalia, took after Nizoni in appearance rather than Morgana, so Chooli looks Navajo.

Dalia's half-brother Ashkii is the biological son of Morgana and Orpheus. Their youngest sibling, Sweetheart, is the child of Nizoni and Orpheus, done via a magic called "blood alchemy," with Morgana as the surrogate. Both Ashkii and Sweetheart take after Orpheus, appearance wise.

(BTW, "Sweetheart" is a placeholder name, because the Ravenstones don't presume the gender of their kids, and let their kids pick out a permanent name for themselves. I already have a permanent name chosen for Sweetheart, but Sweetheart doesn't choose it until book 3. Dalia's placeholder name was Beloved, Chooli's was Querido. Vedya being adopted already had her first name from her late parents. Ashkii kept his placeholder name.)

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Hit Girl

The Maquis

It always annoyed me how, despite the attempts at complexity and moral grayness, Star Trek always managed to paint the Maquis as dangerous criminals, just for defending their homes from the Cardassians after the treaty gave away their worlds. I remember the episode of TNG where that treaty was introduced. It was painted as a bad treaty, because it was, and the colonists they chose to focus on as suffering the most from the treaty were First Nations people who had colonized one or more of those worlds. So once again some outside force that had nothing to do with their being there in the first place told them to leave, and when they refused, another outside force began terrorizing them. And they did all this knowing full well that Cardassians are absolutely brutal to enemies and inconvenient outsiders. Knowing full well that they were space Nazis who invaded the peaceful world of Bajor and proceeded to rape and pillage the planet, and then rape, torture, and murder millions of its people.

This is all a long windup to the following statement: Star Trek writers handled the whole thing very badly. It started out well enough, with the right amount of outrage. But that first episode should have ended with the Federation realizing their mistake and refusing to sign the treaty. Barring that, DS9 should have portrayed the Maquis as heroes defending their world from brutal, fascist invaders. Instead, they fucked up and painted the Maquis as terrorists who eventually lost their homes, and most of them their lives, all because the Federation leaders made a bad treaty and gave up their own people to be ruled by space Nazis.

And through all this, I think the greatest sin is that Commander Sisko’s character was badly stained by making him such a boot-licker. All through his arc in the Maquis subplots of DS9, the Maquis brought out the worst in him. While normally a peaceful man who tries to find ways of solving problems that have solutions everyone can agree with, a man who isn’t afraid to break the rules to do what’s right... every Maquis episode he plays a significant role in, he switches over to a die-hard authoritarian who basically sees a bunch of people defending themselves against brutal invaders and goes “You’re all just as bad as the genocidal evil people you’re defending yourselves against!”

In siding with the view that the Maquis are terrorists who need to be stopped and imprisoned, an otherwise good and progressive man, Sisko, ends up siding with space Nazis and helping them exterminate his own people, Federation citizens. Just imagine if he’d helped the Cardassians exterminate Bajorans! Or imagine a movie tried to portray an American General character as a good guy, and did a good job for the first half of the movie, he then meets some people helping to smuggle Jewish people and other at risk people out of Nazi Germany, only to arrest them for breaking the law!

Hell, he even went as far, in one episode, as poisoning an entire world’s air supply just to catch one man (Eddington). A man who had been spending a great many episodes trying to tell him “hey, you’re supposed to be a good guy, but you’re siding with space Nazis, maybe stop being such a fascist-loving boot-licker? Oh, and why are you obsessed with me? I’m just one man. Could you maybe be projecting your outrage against that first episode’s betrayal onto me?” And in the end, by forcing the people of that colony to evacuate, Sisko proves the point Eddington was making all along. But you wouldn’t know it from just watching the series uncritically, because Eddington is painted through all this as the unhinged bad guy, his capture is portrayed as a great victory for the good guys, and the worst thing anyone says of Sisko’s actions to catch him is a momentary “Um, what did you just order us to do?” from the rest of the crew before they went ahead and followed his order anyway! Realistically, they should have been like “Hey I think Eddington might have a point, maybe you should rescind that order?” and then when he insisted they follow the order, whoever his first officer was should have been like “Yeah no, that’s an illegal order and we’re not doing that,” then declaring him unfit for command for giving such an evil order. (Yeah, nobody got hurt in the short term, but who knows what the long term effects were.)

This massive fuckup of his character does at least serve as a good example of how otherwise decent people can be completely stupid about certain things. Specifically, I think a good comparison would be the people who call themselves liberal and then go around saying it’s wrong to punch literal Nazis, and saying that we should let people who want to commit genocide against people they don’t like have a platform and that these clearly evil people deserve to speak their hateful words without consequences.

So yeah, I’m super salty about the way the Maquis were treated in Star Trek, and if I were living in that world during that time, I would be on the side of the Maquis. People killing brutal, genocidal fascists invading their home? HELL YEAH, KILL THOSE FUCKING SPACE NAZIS!

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Aghast

They are watching

We live in a world where it's perfectly legal to buy and sell tracking devices you can put on someone against their will, such devices can't be turned off or removed by the people being tracked, such devices are even advertised on Facebook, and when you point out how horribly well they can be abused by abusers, human traffickers, and fascist governments, hundreds of people in the comments will say you're crazy and paranoid.

Yes, this is real. I've gotten, over the last month, recommendations by Facebook for at least 3 or 4 different brands of such devices. For each one, hundreds of positive comments and virtually no negative comments or reactions. Which just... I cannot begin to fathom how people can see these devices being advertised and not be horrified and terrified that such devices A. Exist. B. Are legal to buy, sell, and own. C. Apparently have hundreds, even thousands of fans, and virtually no detractors.

Whoever runs the social media for the latest one I've been railing against in the comments keeps telling me more about the device, trying to make me see how great it is, but every damn thing they say about is just even more high-octane nightmare fuel that makes me even more convinced that such devices should be illegal, and that everyone who makes, sells, and buys such devices should be in prison, and all the plans and patents for them incinerated.

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mourning

Language question

You know how small children mispronounce words, like they might substitute w's for L's they can't say, and the like? Does anyone happen to know, or have an educated guess, about how a small child might mispronounce Spanish words? A character of mine, Sweetheart Ravenstone, speaks Spanish and English as well as ASL. I've only had them speaking English or ASL so far in the story because of this gap in my knowledge.

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