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Fayanora - The Djao'Mor'Terra Collective

Pun-loving syncretist out on a limn.

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The Djao'Mor'Terra Collective
1 July 1982
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(I occasionally post adult material to this journal; underage viewers should not proceed. (But you probably will. Though sadly for you, such material is generally friendslocked under a special "kink" filter. Get thy porn elsewhere, chillins!) This warning is made in cooperation with LiveJournal's request for such statements.)

Shao'Kehn isn't a "soulbond", but the sentiment is very appropriate nonetheless...

They're people, friends, lovers. NOT Satan.
Destroying your soulbonds is murder.

I am a 30-something transwoman who is into age play (Ageplay definition) as a little. As such, I am very close to my inner child. I am a writer and photographer as well, and have myriad interests. My spiritual path is eclectic pagan, with quite a bit of my own stuff added. Beyond that, I am also weirdness incarnate. :-)

Before you decide one way or another about me, please read this: http://fayanora.livejournal.com/838343.html

I sometimes find other people judging me by their own limitations and worldviews. This is a mistake, because in all my life I struggled to understand concepts that other people take for granted as part of their worldviews. And what I found was that even when I understand these concepts, I generally find them so utterly alien to my own way of thinking that I might as well be an alien living amongst humans. So I'm going to take a moment and point out some things that you should be aware of if you want to understand me:

1. I do not understand the concept that the shape, size, texture, color, or any other attribute of any part of one's body can be used to define the entirety of who they are as a person. I reject utterly the notion that you are your body. Humans are not their bodies: humans are their minds and souls. The body is just a tool of those. And, like any tool, if it doesn't match what you want to do with it, this becomes a problem. Just as you presumably would not use a chainsaw to hammer in a nail, a person may find their mental and spiritual state of being to differ from that of their body. I happen to have a rather severe case of this, largely due to the fact that I see only one body when there should be at least nine bodies, due to my mind having multiplied itself by a factor of nine. No matter how I look at it, my body does not in any wise fit my mind and soul.

2. I do not understand the concept that anyone is in any way, shape, or form better or worse than anyone else. People just are what they are. I reject utterly the notion that anyone is better or worse than anyone else.

3. I fail to understand how anyone can think one form of life is better than another. I find humanity to be such an arrogant species in regards to thinking themselves better than other animals and other forms of life just because they think they're cleverer. I think anyone who doesn't already realize that animals and plants feel pain is being either delusional or dense or both. I always thank the spirits of my food for their sacrifice, and always regret that life must feed on life to continue.

4. I fail to understand why everyone must behave the same way, think the same way, and all be the same. I reject utterly the whole concept of “normal” as utterly irrelevant, boring, and even possibly blasphemous (if anything can be said to be blasphemous), as it claims God values sameness, when a quick glance at the world's myriad lifeforms immediately disproves this fallacy.

5. I reject utterly the notion of “separate.” All life is connected to all other life. When we hurt the least of us, we hurt ourselves; especially if we did it intentionally. Fail to help another, and you fail to help yourself.

6. I don't understand this need people seem to have to always be right. Who cares if you're right or wrong? Why do you care? Does being right do any good? Why must you force others to believe as you do? I reject utterly the need to be right.

I think that about covers it. More later if I think of more.

A magickal sigil I made

Communities of mine:

wtf_humans - Something in the world making it hard to have hope for humanity? Post it here!
ljswritersblock - Need something to write about? Then visit this archive community with over 500 Writer's Blocks archived!
kohrain_vwon - Cast a prayer into the aether, or post prayer requests, regardless of your spiritual/religious path.
omni_magick - For all practitioners of magick, regardless of their path.
nocturnaproject - Towards the founding of a city specifically for nocturnal folks!
nonsense_poems - Post or discuss nonsense poems and poetry!

Communities I mod on:


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(Click the picture to get at least an idea of the meanings. Though only "ingenuus memes" are defined there yet. That and the opposites of the others.)

I adopted a cute lil' tempura fetus from Fetusmart! mm..yummy.

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I am so far out of the box that I can't even see it with the Hubble telescope.

"But I don't want to go among mad people," Alice remarked.
"Oh, you can't help that," said the Cat: "we're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad."
"How do you know I'm mad?" said Alice.
"You must be," said the Cat, "or you wouldn't have come here."

---from "Alice In Wonderland" by Lewis Carroll (Aptly describes both this LJ and the planet Earth.)

Quotes of the month:

"In the same way that a shoddy workman blames his tools, a shoddy society blames its language."


"Life is pain, but that's a good thing, and death is a waste of everyone's time and money."

---both by gkathellar

Quotes about me:

"Well, I for one think you are much more brave than you are weird."

"I'll give an opinion of the person I ganked this from: Fayanora. Chaos incarnate. Which is freakin' awesome."

"Aaaand there goes my brain."

"Your weirdness is like mother's milk to jwz. Sour, curdled, mother's milk which he feels he must share with the rest of us."

Hi, I'm Fayanora. You wanna get to know me, ask.

I have several friends filters out of necessity:

1. Acquaintences - for people I don't know well, usually only people who get on here are random people who come in and friend me randomly.

2. Friends - the people I really know and like.

3. Multiplicity - If you don't know what this means, ask me. If you want to test if you're on this filter or not, click here.

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And lastly, Livejournal only allows 150 interests, so here are the excess:</p>

comet impact
making normal people squirm
stephanie of lazytown

acting like a kid, advanced ancient civilizations, ageplay, alice in wonderland, ancient anomalies, angel, art, atlantis, bad puns, being mature, bigenderism, bisexuality, books, british pounds, buffy the vampire slayer, butterflies, cartoon network, catastrophism, celtic music, chaos, charlie and lola, cheese, children's books, ciphers, codes, codes and ciphers, comet impact, conversations with god, costumes, cryptography, cryptozoology, cuddling, cwg, david brin, discordia, discordian, drawing, dreams, eccentricity, elvira kurt, emma watson, eris, euros, evanescence, fantasy, feminism, folk music, forbidden knowledge, fururama, gemstones, golden apple, goth, greece, halloween, harry potter, hellboy, hilary duff, icons, interesting thoughts, inu-yasha, involuntary celibacy, irish music, japan, jokes, jon stewart, lacy underwear, languages, lazytown, lemuria, lenore, lewis carroll, libraries, loki, love, lucid dreaming, making normal people squirm, men, monty python, monty python's flying circus, movies, music, naturism, neale donald walsch, neat words, nonsense, nonsense poetry, nu-metal, nudist beaches, nudist camps, nudity, open-mindedness, otherkin, oya, pagan, paganism, pan-gender, pan-gendered, pantheism, peanut butter, philosophy, pink, playing in the rain, poetry, polyamory, pop music, pretty things, puns, quantum physics, randomness, reading, religion, robert anton wilson, roman dirge, sarcasm, sci-fi, science fiction, sculpture, set, shoes, silliness, smart women, spirituality, sportacus, star trek, stephanie, stephanie of lazytown, stream of consciousness, taoism, tara lipinski, through the looking glass, transgender, transgenderism, transvestism, transvestite, tv, unity, unusual music, vegetarianism, vocabulary, weirdness, women, words, writing, young adult books

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